i realised...
you cant afford to be kind in love...

i realised...
if you dont feel that way for this person, you just dont.
dont force yourself to change your feelings for him.
dont force yourself to change into something he likes.
dont force yourself to change your preferences for him.

it's just... wrong...

that's why... probably...
to end his pain...?

or maybe... he wasn't in pain at all in the first place... but i was...
but im scared that if we continued on further, it would cause you very much pain...

...
gaah what am i saying...

...

i guess... i just have to do a major reality check...
i know that being with him... was just more of a "omg you so poor thing... nvm... come i give you comfort" kind of relationship... >.< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">you... gaaah...

you are trouble... >_< you brought me into some pretty odd situations...

but...
somehow...
i have fallen helplesslly and uncontrollably for you.
why...? i dont even know...

what is it that you have that the rest of them doesnt?
what is it that you have sets you apart from them?

i dont even know what i'm talking abt here...

this would be interesting, i guess...

2 clingy people.

2 self sacrificing people.

2 loving people.

2 caring souls.

would it work out?

or rather...

is it possible for such a combination to take place?

山元＊キララ