break up.
that's the best thing, i guess..?

for you...

i dont want to hurt you any more than i am already.
it doesnt just hurt YOU.
it hurts ME as well.

...
might as well just end it once and for all...

i missed naifu-sama...
but knife is not naifu-sama...
knife is sharp and pointy... it cuts you...

and it's painful...
not just to be seared into pieces by you... but also to watch you in pain...

but now...
the pain...
it's charging at me full force...

...
ouch...

so that's how it feels...
this mixture between relief and pain when you let someone go...
instead of being the one let go of...

i wished i never had to let go of you...
but i had to...

"i love you..."

"i loved you too."

sigh...

i miss the master-pet relationship...
can we revert to the past?

is it possible?
is it possible for me to hold you in my arms again, and not feel pain?

01`11`09~27`01`09

"A Knife.
The closer you put him to your heart,
the deeper it cuts you."