wtf...
today is the first in many days where i get angry... and its the 1st in a LONG time where i got pissed at someone FOR REAL.

and worse, it's not just once. -.-"

1. morning. chinese new yr celebrations thingy at school... sandy, idk wad ur frigging problem was today. for one, u can pat my head. but i HATE it when people ruffle my hair when i TIE IT UP. u wan, ruffle it when i let it down, damn it. if not, just pat. -.-"

2. ur frigging sister. she messed up the hair AND TORN OFF SOME OF MY HAIR. KEEP AN EYE ON UR FRIGGING SISTER. I DIDNT REBOND MY HAIR SO THAT YOU CAN TEAR IT OFF, DAMN IT.

2. after that, i went wif divika for a bit of talking at lucky bread... nommed an ice cream and a corn dog [wif mayo... so it looked odd... o.o" shouldnt have sprayed mayo i guess...] and treated her 2 lunch... later i had to leave her at the bustop so she could go home and i went back to tk to change...

3. met sandy at sch gate after changing... UNTIED MY HAIR. yay me. walked to tkp with her.

ok, 1st things first, i DO NOT LIKE tkp. I DO NOT even WANT TO BE THERE. the only reason i actually BOTHER to go there is BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIENDS and i feel that it's nice to KEEP YOU COMPANY. if you dont APPRECIATE IT, then i wont go there. k?

4. YOU FRIGGING SIS MESSED MY HAIR AGAIN. AGAIN! and thats when i started getting pissed. and putri went wif me to parkway and on the way i simmered down.

5. kanda smsed me abt some stuff. so fine, stuff, i'll reply. and it's some disturbing emo stuff, so having a good nature and all, i replied.

6. putri had to go home later at around 1 so i led her to the exit of parkway and i went to read a book at borders... abt some japanese warrior thingy...

7. nearly falling asleep, shimin called and told me she came. so yay me. i went to find her, so we walked around, did random stuff, and then went to take MY LATE LUNCH and HER EARLY LUNCH at around... 2... lol...

8. started discussing abt religion... somehow, putri and shimin have some negative views abt sandy as well.

well, sandy, we noe u are nice to everyone. or rather, you LIKE TO BE nice to everyone. but u're doing it wrong. when people come to you COMPLAINING abt being tired or whatever problems he or she has, YOU DO NOT START A DEBATE WITH HIM/HER!!! -.-" sigh... >.<>.<

sighh.... ok, yes, sandy, of course i love you. but there are some things i just have to voice out sometimes...

9. after the talking and everything i was suddenly 3.30pm... and as me and shimin were leaving banquet, tenma smsed me lol

10. so after that, shimin and i took bus 15 she got off at her home and then later i was really tired and sleepy, so i overshot the bustop cuz i fell asleep. i had to WALK back to the mrt station... and then i got really pissed wif myself...

11. at the mrt station... i got there just in time. just in time to miss the mrt. wtf.

12. reached city hall mrt station at 4.25...? yay~ but then tenma was late... well he said he wld be late... by 20mins...? lol? so that would be... 4.45, yeap...? so i sat at the staircase and fell asleep... kena woken up time to time and then later at 5pm he called and oh wow... u're here... stoned a while at the staircase cuz i my ass was numb and he had a leg cramp...? LOL!!!

13. went to penninsula...? [wait, how do u spell that place's name??? O.O"] but the magic shop was closed for the day... >.<

14. went to walk around... walk walk walk... mew~ then he kept irritating me by putting the bottle of crysantanyum tea on my head and calling me a retard...

1. i do not like people putting things on my head.
2. do NOT ruffle up my hair such that i get hair tangled up.
3. i hate being called a retard. YOU, CHRIS, IF YOU'RE READING MY BLOG NOW, REMEMBER THIS LINE. I DO NOT FUCKING LIKE BEING CALLED A RETARD.

15. i was surpressing the anger i had for the entire day, and eventually, and im sorry i did, i blew up. and tenma was at the receiving end.

for one, teasing, making fun of, doing stupid things... im not fond of that. because i just dont like being bullied. it just pisses me so damn much back in primary sch that whenever someone tried to do sth to me that i didnt like, i would just flail my claws at him without any care what-so-ever.

and at first i was trying very hard NOT to whack him. and eventually, i had to whack him here and there and poke him to remind him, no, i dun like this. but no, he didnt get it. so in the end i was so dang irritated and i even developed a headache cuz of this... sigh...

yes, should have gone home, shouldnt i? sigh...

anw, to those whom i've mentioned names earlier in this post, SORRY, but i need to let out.
yes, it was necessary to publish this post. writing it in a diary doesnt work.

and i got so pissed, i cant even sleep when i got home. so here i am, 11pm, typing away on lappy because i CANT SLEEP. rwar!!!!

T______T

sigh...
and, for the record, i dont ruffle people's hair. i pat. but for sandy's case, because your hair is like a spring, it DOESNT tangle, it frigging springs back after anything, EVEN ROCKS.

so there you go.

PLEASE, DONT DEBATE WITH ME ON ANY SUBJECT. IM SICK AND TIRED. VERY VERY TIRED.

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sigh... sleep time now... baibai... *zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

P.S. when i was 1/2 sleep i think i saw jasmine and sihui and 2 others going to marina square...